Your second to last sentence "says it all". I hope you were not buying toy trains for investment purposes. If you price them low enough, they will sell.
You have been in the hobby for a long time so this is not your first rodeo.
I would get in my car and head west on Interstate 70. Head to Glenwood Springs and spend a week in the Rockies soaking in the hot springs. Watch Amtrak and Freights roll thru town standing on the bridge crossing over to the Station.
See if any interests return. Maybe just take up railfanning.
Not trying to be so negative here, just trying to help. Sometimes you lose interest in a hobby and it never returns. It does not make sense to work on something that no longer interests you.
Donald
