Tiffany, I'm sorry to hear about your brother. Many years ago I went through the same with my sister.
Now Tiffany, this doesn't sound like you. GIVING UP!!!! You owe it to the old gal to finish her. It's just a set back. Remember, I gave you that engine (less $13.50) so you must finish her. You've done so much fine work on it and made her beautiful. Take a couple of days off, rest and do the right thing by her. You'll be glad you did. Don