here lately i've been so confused about what i want to do in the world's greatest hobby
i can't make up my mind on anything
i have doodled tons of track plans and checked out many books from the library
the only thing i know for certain is my railroad is freelanced
the main thing i fight with is scale and trying to save money and have enough money for my projects
and with figuring out scale my mind is all over the place
one moment i want HO than next week i'll be thinking O and it could be that i'll be thinking HO and then the next moment i think well maybe N scale
i have g scale stuff but it's really hard to set up in the space i have which is my bedroom floor and i can't run track under my bed because the train is too tall
so HO and N scale is probably best because even when i move out of my god parents' house big space is not gonna be easy
and the thing is what is cheaper HO or N scale ?
and what makes me mad is i have no time to think and do to get to my goal that i have had since 2008
college has me so bogged down with schoolwork and my laptop with youtube and twitter has me distracted as well as my hobby of NERF blasters and here lately i have been trying to tackle lucid dreaming and i am so busy looking at other layouts that i have no time to plan my own and i wanna do so bad what i see on youtube like run sessions and stuff and there is no clubs i can go to here in greenville nc
