5 Stars to you Pete.
After decades of over-wrought over-reaching a-retentive frustration it's time to finally HAVE FUN and not over-intellectualize everything to death. I have come to the conclusion that my mental desire for prototype-rigidity are the result of shutting down the imaginative and interpretive processes...applying the daily grind to my hobby. Life is stressful enough I didn't realize I was extending it to my "relaxation", which I look to as releases and escapes. I've done the same thing to my other past time as an amateur astronomer, via choice of classic optical systems ('dinosaurs" in todays optical market but more folks see the light) and approach to studying the heavens.
Now it's time to tackle trains.
My first train recollections as a kid were of a 3-rail tubular from Dad, Lionel?, steamer carpet set oval back in the '60's. I still recall the SMELL of the "electric"...like the recollection of sniffed purple mimeograph ink in school etched in my brain. Stimulating the senses...a true sensory stamp that lasts a lifetime. It's time to rediscover, relive, or better to return my roots. To go back home. A simpler time. Live simply. Love simply. Eat simply. That said I'd love to have a purple mineograph ink car freshner or Yankee Candle for the house.
A previous large, prototype-based N scale around the room layout (unfinished) featured Micro Engineering code 55 flex track and ME skeleton turnouts...circa ~1986 when I was young, energetic and the prototype thang was newish. Think I got a train to run the entire mainline half a dozen times before we moved and away it went. No fun.
I still own a nice set of Micro Trains N narrow gauge cars and prepped for a mini-thing at one time (what was I thinking??!!). No fun.
My favorite modeling publications is Narrow Gauge and Shortline Gazette. My attraction to this publication, I think, has more to do with the scenic aesthetics and atmosphere and working with large structure models.
I never seem to do anything by the "mainstream", which will likely include O gauge, but swerve off course on my own personal niche and branch line. And finally I seem to have something do-able, focusing on TRAINS and not wasting time building mini cities and towns...and reliving my younger days.
The last 6+ months immersion resulted in new publication stacks including: Classic Toy Trains; O Scale Trains; O Gauge Railroading as well as 6 Classic Toys Trains mini books...stacked alongside NG & SG and Model Railroader. Smaller long term stacks include nichy NARROW GAUGE & INDUSTRIAL RAILWAY MODELLING, Maine 2 Foot Quarterly, Narrow Gauge Down Under, Light Iron Digest, Railway Modeller and Continental Modeller.
The fact that I've never accumulated the numerous N scale publications is telling...and prophetic.
Friday is payday and this weekend I'm off to Just Trains in Delaware since I promised my daughter an O gauge set for the holidays, that will morph into the layout in the small train room.
For once, I'm feeling "at one" with my trains. And everyone from this Forum has been a huge help.